Saturday, September 17, 2011

Hello, All.
It's been a long time since I've posted. There might have even been another to-do at Dr. Irene's Catbox in the ensuing years. Hopefully, those who are in abusive relationships and go to Dr. Irene's Verbal Abuse Site or her Catbox forum in the hopes of seeking help, are able to see through the manipulations and control that site and forum have attempted repeatedly over the years, and are able to find other, safer arenas for assistance.

That being said, for cost considerations, it's become time to retire the parable website: The Fall of the Kingdom.

So, I am posting the parable here, for posterity. Here you go. Thank you, friends and readers. And for those of you finding yourselves in verbally or otherwise abusive relationships, check out the resource to the right for a safer forum. Wishing you well.

The Fall of the Kingdom
(or Why the Kingdom Fell)

Once upon a time, a man founded a village to keep people safe from ogres.

And he was King of the village, because he founded it.

The King was busy with other things. He had only founded the village as a side-fancy. He appointed Guardians to maintain peace within the village and oversee it, and for many years he barely ventured into the village.

And people flocked to the village, and loved being there, for it was safe from ogres.

And, aside from normal ups and downs, there was peace. And more and more people flocked to the village, and more and more people were saved from ogres, and more and more people were grateful and helpful to other, newer villagers.

Now, one thing that caused angst within the village was cheesecake. Because many of the villagers were watching their weight, so if anyone mentioned cheesecake, there ensued many arguments. So the Guardians made a rule: no cheesecake, and no mention of cheesecake.

And the village community thrived and prospered and flowed beautifully and grew.

Then one day, the King got a craving for cheesecake. He found one that claimed it was low-fat, and put up posters on the village walls advertising it.

The villagers grew angry. Why can we not mention cheesecake, and he can? Well, he IS the king, but it really isn’t fair!

The King said he didn’t know the Guardians had made a rule about cheesecake. But he left the posters up anyway, and said something rude to one of the villagers.

Other villagers pointed this rudeness out to the King. “How can we be safe from ogres, if you are acting like one?” the villagers asked.

The King explained that he didn’t know the rule, and that he put up the posters without the knowledge of the Guardians. One villager said that the explanation was nice to hear, and thanked the Guardians, for it was made clear the Guardians had nothing to do with the double-standard that had been created.

The King roared. “How DARE you thank the Guardians, and not me? That is rude and insulting, and I will not tolerate it!” And the King, flippantly shooting a fake gun at the villager, banished the villager from the village.

Other people in the village had now seen two ogre-like behaviors from the King… but many more such deeds were to follow.

When villagers spoke up against the ogre-like behavior, the King banished them. More and more were banished.

The King was offensive and disrespectful to the villagers. The villagers said, “Hey, we don’t deserve that!” The King answered, “If you don’t like it, you may leave!” At that, the villagers became angry, and the King called them ogres for their anger.

The Kingdom became divided.

Some villagers were afraid that their safe village would be destroyed, and did not see – or did not want to see – the King behaving like the very ogres they were seeking safety from.

The King apologized for putting up the cheesecake posters, but did not apologize for behaving like an ogre to the villagers. On the contrary, the King insisted THEY were rabble-rousers! THEY were the problem! If he got rid of ALL of them, the village could go back to being peaceful and safe, the King claimed. It was THEIR fault. THEY were the ogres now, the King proclaimed.

The King twisted the circumstances, as ogres do, and made it appear the clear-eyed villagers were causing all the discontent in the village.

The King, trying to salvage his public image, un-banished the banished. (For they would not apologize for having clearly seen Him.) But they did not choose to return, for great wrongs had been done, and more were being done daily.

As more and more villagers came to realize that the King was behaving like an ogre, more and more villagers stood up – and were also banished.

The Guardians saw with clear sight what was going on, and could no longer, with good conscience, support the King’s ogre-like behavior. The King was acting on his own, anyway. So after many years of shaping the village into the beautiful thing that it was, the Guardians left the village and abandoned their service to the King.

And the King continued to act like an ogre, but tried more carefully to hide it. If things were written, they were erased. If questions were asked, he answered them without answering them. He told the remaining villagers to get over it. He had apologized, what more did they want? He attacked and retreated, attacked and retreated.

And he tried to bring His structure and order to the kingdom. He wanted to bring it under His control.

The villagers who grew clear vision continued to leave. Some stayed only to try to help new villagers who thought it was an ogre-free zone.

But some villagers – from fear of losing their village, perhaps – flew to the defense of the King. And they became his minions, and the King grew more validated in His Rightness by the few who remained supporters. And the villagers did not want to see the ogre. So they didn’t. And they shouted, “Can’t you let it go? The King apologized for the cheesecake! Stop fanning the flames!” They believed the King, that the clear-eyed villagers were the ogres. They hotly scolded the clear-eyed villagers, and grew in the King’s favor for doing so – even as they, too, behaved exactly as they were not supposed to behave.

The King scrabbled to try to cover up the ogre-like behaviors and reorganize and control and make the village into what He wanted it to be – far, far from what it had been so beautifully before. And he tried to form a new troop of Guardians taken from his supporters to enforce his vision. And the fogged villagers pleaded with the others to let it drop, it was just cheesecake, let it go.

The King and his new Guardians tried to label the outrage “Fear of Change,” to further discredit the clear-eyed villagers.

But the villagers with clear eyes knew anything they said or did could be deemed worthy of banishment, if they stood up for what was right. Their objections were shushed, and their voices attempted to be silenced, and any who spoke up were threatened with banishment. Some were careful. Some, unable to bear the wrongness, took clear actions against the King, straight out, trying to get the king or the fogged villagers to see, and got their punishment over with.

All the clear-eyed villagers hoped and wished and hoped and wished the King would finally see the error of his ways. But the King did not. The King wanted control. The King did not like some of the villagers – those who stood up, those who disagreed, those who did not believe in the King’s supremacy. The King wanted it His way. And since he had founded the village, it was true he had the right.

The King left many hurt, confused and bereaved villagers in his path, and the villagers no longer trusted him.

The village was no longer what it was supposed to be – safety from the ogres. For the ogres were within it, overseeing it, poking a nose in here and there. It felt unsafe. And it was never the same again. Oppression tried to rule, and the safe place fell apart.

And those who thought it would all be back to normal if the dissenters would only stop and go away, were misled. There was no more "normal" anymore. Everything had changed.

Because it was not about the cheesecake. It was never about the cheesecake.

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Wait... Irene...WHO can't get over WHAT? Who is "attacking" the Catbox??? You have become so insanely Captain Queeg-ish. YOU were the one bringing up the events of last year. YOU did it. Now it's somehow other people's inability to "get over it" that made YOU start that thread and YOU bring that up? It was NEWLY banned members that created a recent exodus... it was the way YOU and your admins handled things before that, that caused all that to happen. Not google stats. Not numbers. Nobody's "recruiting" or trying to steal your members for the sake of numbers and statistics. Although it's to everyone's benefit that another, healthier place does exist. And your jealousy and paranoia is exquisitely obvious.

It is your behavior which caused all this, your behavior which is continuing. You. You. You. What you have done. What you are doing now.

Personal responsibility, my 4ss. You only think people should "look inward" and "own their responsibility" when it means swallowing your lies and re-writing history and taking the heat off of you. "Personal responsibility" is for all the other suckers, right? Not for you. What about your responsibility in the mess you created, all by yourself? Oh wait, you don't have any.

Oh hey, Dr. Irene, you’re up and at it again. With a rather transparent (but not in the way you profess to want) garbage-full “explanation” and attempt to repair the rightfully faltering opinion of your forum by your members.

Irene, it was you, yourself – because of the settings on the board that only YOU could undo – who was responsible for the former admins receiving administrative emails. The emails arrived into their INBOXES – they simply read them. And, it was, in fact, a former admin who informed you, Irene, of your error, making you aware of the issue so you could correct it. Then you blame THEM for it? And continue to do so? That's not only immature and sick, but a blatant lie.

There was no “backdoor.” There was no “hacking.” There was no wrongdoing of any kind by the former admins. Straight, clean-cut and simple. Irene, those accusations you continue to promote are lies – straight-out lies – defamatory ones. You might have twisted them around in your head to believe that your version of the “truth” is real, but that doesn’t make it so.

Almost every single thing that was posted in the “Rebuilding” thread was a lie or a distortion. There’s almost no truth in it at all – it is a rather sad attempt to manipulate your dwindling readership into believing “your truth.” Brainwashing once again. The only truths there, really, were these: 1. there was an implosion (yes, there was), and 2. that you had posted a political post which went against your own rules. Everything else in your letter goes against the facts, and are twistings and manipulations and attempts to mind-fvck your herd so they stay with you and your power-mongering manipulative admins.

Having blatantly exposed your practice of “no privacy” within your reign, and repeated history with more bannings with reasons manufactured out of paranoid delusions and spewed and re-chewed as “Protecting” your flock (oh, come on), you lost members. YOU lost those members by your own actions, Irene. It wasn’t because somebody crept around behind your back and “stole” them. YOU did it. YOU did it last year, and YOU did it this year. YOUR behaviors caused them to leave. Because you are controlling, manipulative and abusive. You want to control what they do and what they think. You and your admins have made it clear you want people to THINK in a certain way. Your “personal responsibility” blather is a cover for mind control – you believe only certain ways of thought are “correct” and you want to control your members by encouraging in certain directions and discouraging/punishing other directions. You do not allow independent thought, you do not allow anyone to disagree with you (no matter how respectfully). You are a controlling, manipulative abuser – and the worst of them, because you mess with the minds of people who are already abused and come to you for HELP. It is very, very sick.

YOU treated people in ways that made them leave you, and then you blamed others for that. That’s typical abuser-speak as well.

I don’t have the time to do a line-by-line breakdown of your “Rebuilding” letter, although it certainly deserves it. But it’s all a bunch of manipulative drivel. Irene, face it, YOU brought down your Catbox. With abuse. And again, we thank you, Dr. Irene, for teaching us to recognize abuser tactics so that we recognize you as one. Those who leave you are protecting themselves… from you. You are not there to help them. You are trying to get them to do things “your way.” Control. Abuse.

And again - trying to control your members' private communications with each other??? There's so much that's sick about that, I can't even begin to enumerate. Reading them is sick enough - preventing members from communicating outside the public forum is sick, twisting what's been said in those messages is sick, telling the public some convoluted storybook of lies about what was in those private messages is sick - and without the supposed-wrongdoers even able to defend themselves or present their side...but then asking and expecting your members to use any "private" messages they might receive to YOUR personal benefit, as a covert - or, rather, overt - operation to seek and destroy? That's very, very low.

And isolating your members from private contact with each other or other websites, that's a familiar tactic too, an abuser tactic. Abusers tell us it's "for our own good" too.

Oh and by the way, anger and validation are healthy in abusive situations. Validation is what helps a person gain strength in the knowledge that their perspective is worthwhile and helps stop the mind-control cycle. Anger is what often helps propel a person out of their bad situation. The former admins weren't "doing things wrong." You just wanted them gone so you could control the members better. By genuinely trying to help others, they were obstacles to your plan of manipulating them into submission and obeisance.

“Personal responsibility” – et tu, Irene? How about some for yourself? You brought this all on yourself and now you just keep blaming others…into eternity.

And if your members can see that your forum is unhealthy and don't want to be a part of it, it's not their "wrongness" - it's nobody else's "fault" - just yours. Accusing them, blaming them, in order to try to cover your own butt-tracks in the mess is just...blame-twisting.

Irene, your forum isn’t about its members, it’s about YOU – and it shows. Your admins are there to corral, not to help. At least two of them have no experience in abuse (from the victim’s side, at least) and are most interested in spewing their own jargon and half-truths, self-aggrandizement and power rather than actually desiring to help others. You're not helping people, you're hurting them - and that's okay with you, as long as they think what you want them to think, and do what you want them to do, and believe what you want them to believe.

Jealous of another forum built without you which doesn’t punish and control its members, but genuinely cares about them? Tsk tsk. Irene, you’re not prom queen anymore, and it hurts – so you blame it on the voters and the popularity of another genuinely-nice girl and try to backstab and manipulate by getting the voters to TATTLE to you, so that you can destroy the ballots. It's the ballots' fault. It's the other girl's fault. Uh-uh, no.

Tsk-tsk, Dr. Irene. Tsk-tsk.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Well, I see you’re at it again. Ni-i-i-i-i-ice.

WHY are you so AFRAID of members going to other sites? Hmmmm?

Do you not realize that’s kind of...crazy? And EXTREMELY controlling – the very thing you’re supposed to be against?

If you were on the level, you wouldn’t be so paranoid about your members dabbling elsewhere. It wouldn’t matter to you. It's the Internet, for cripe's sake. You can't control what everybody does on the Internet. To even think you can, or to try, is nutso. (Oh, but I think you're just afraid of them connecting with specific people or forums - hmmm - the ones who left you because of your abusive behavior, right? That's abusive, too. To control someone out of spite... anger... just plain wrong.)

If you were on the level, you wouldn’t be reading members’ PRIVATE messages – that’s really sick, do you know that? – blockading and deleting them – under the guise of “keeping your members safe.” WHO are you keeping them “safe” from – outsiders who might give them the perspective that YOU are the nutso, controlling ones?

It’s ABUSER behavior. YOU are controlling your membership. YOU are ISOLATING them from others – other friends, other perspectives. YOU are restricting and controlling their communications with others. YOU are the abusers.

It’s a sick shame that you are abusing those who come to you for help and safety from abuse. Disgusting.

You can’t keep people from eventually realizing the truth. Your mad scrabble to maintain control, your trigger-finger bannings, blatant disregard for privacy, paranoia and finger-pointing (“they’re the ones to blame!” “we’re just keeping you safe!”) doesn’t hold up forever, except in the minds of those too fogged to be able to see the truth.

Your behaviors are sick. You manipulate the abused – who are not the healthiest to start with – and control them to maintain your own power trip.

Sick, sick, sick.

Saturday, December 6, 2008

Hi Folks, this one may be choppy, unfortunately I don't have the wherewithal to expand much at this time.

Let me begin with my customary thanks: Thank you, Dr. Irene, for giving me the Catbox, which taught me to recognize abuse - even when performed by the Catbox's owner, herself.

Private Messages on the Catbox are being read by its admins. So yes, they're not private at all. They are now reading and filtering PM's to prevent, as they call it, "misuse of the privilege" and also the possibility of "wooing new members away." Now any PM including a link to ANY site is prevented from being sent. PM privileges are being removed left and right. Even innocuous PM's like one member asking another how they are doing - denied. Paranoia reigns supreme. Such strict and obvious CONTROL, Doc/Admins!!! Post moderation, reading PMs, preventing private messaging, you seem so intent on making sure that nobody receives any information that you, yourselves, do not provide. That's pretty sick - pretty much along the lines of mind control. Isolating your flock from outside influence, are you? That's a common cult tactic.

Also recently come to light is that an ex-member, vindictive about being previously banned due to inappropriate behaviors (and not an abuse victim), had likely been emailing Dr Irene behind-the-scenes, stirring the pot before/during/after the implosion, telling lies, finger-pointing and calling certain members "bullies." These were the same members who were initially banned in the meltdown - coincidentally the same members instrumental in causing the vindictive ex-member's prior banning by calling him out on his behavior. This ex-member had multiple membership names and has now returned to the Catbox and pushes semi-uninformed, inaccurate, long-winded non-logic on others. Remember now, this ex-member did not experience abuse, he only seems to have some sort of weird curiousity and interest in it, spending an inordinate amount of time reading, writing, studying, following forums, trying to get back in after being banned, etc. It's more like an unhealthy obsession, and his previous bannings were due to posting that was inappropriate and perhaps even harmful to others. Very suspicious, not really to be trusted, hmmm? Yet he's back and in good graces and ready to force his non-logic on a new batch of unsuspecting newbies.

Oh yes, and this person espouses a VERY twisted version of the events of the implosion, one which minimizes the egregiously horrendious behaviors committed by Dr. Irene and the new admins, even excuses them, while blaming those who did NOT cause it.

Finally, the Catbox's New Direction includes a very specific "recipe" for how admins are to handle posters, to "lead them" into accepting responsibility for their own lives. Sometimes this seems to include the members being coerced into believing they are codependent and/or have borderline personality disorder. The New Regime seems to believe ALL abuse victims must be disordered or flawed in these ways, and is intent on thrusting these diagnoses onto the members whether they like it or not. Perhaps to make them/herself (admin) more comfortable with being disordered, the label is being applied freely to others - or perhaps sometimes just insinuated, with the members attempted to be led to draw that conclusion about themselves.

The New Regime also does not want to allow members to meander from the topic AT ALL. It's strictly VERBOTEN. The New Regime does not seem to realize the extreme benefits of meandering, nor of allowing people or thoughts to flow.

And the New Regime does not want to permit sharing of personal stories on other posters' threads. Sharing of one's own experience is not helpful to the original poster, they believe. It is straying from the topic and bringing the focus onto themselves, the Regime believes. The New Regime does not seem to realize the extreme benefits that all posters have reaped from reading other stories, the "been-there-done-that's," from people who can relate, HOW they relate, what they did, how they understand, what happened to them.

The New Regime wants to give guided advice, leading members to specific (Regime-suggested) conclusions about themselves, without input or sharing from other members.

The New Regime wants to lead members' minds and tell them what to believe. The New Regime at the Catbox wants to force people to believe what they want them to believe - whether it's the Personal Responsbility doctrine, or that they are codependent or have BPD. They are not allowed to share. They are not allowed to PM privately, if at all. They are not allowed to post freely, but are moderated. They are not allowed to receive information about other websites. They are only allowed to do what the New Regime wants, and think what the New Regime wants them to think. And the New Regime will applaud them when they "see the light" - their light. But their "light" is actually darkness. The darkness of control, mind-control, constriction, suppression, coercion, false diagnoses, harmful advice. The darkness of abuse.

Saturday, November 22, 2008





The Doc's New "Look"

Above are the gifs that Irene has created and chosen to display on the main pages of her site. Oh yes, she di-id. And she labeled them with her own name. The one with the water being poured all over the kitten was on a child abuse page. Nice!

In case the animation doesn't show (and they are very graphically animated), there are 2 cat pics - one with a cat opening its mouth and snarling viciously and angrily, another with the cat opening even wider and appearing to bite the viewer with glistening gigantic fang/teeth, and the third of course is the little kitty with a bucket of water being dumped upon it, cringeing and getting all soggy and whatnot - poor kitty.

These are images that Dr Irene has selected, created and shown to the world to somehow represent her image to the public. She feels attacked? Threatened? Is she attacking back? Is she trying to send a message to the members who were banned/who escaped from her clutches that she will not tolerate their "attacks" on her by their insistence to reclaim their own words... their refusal to "apologize" to her and come crawling back to her site... their refusal to embrace the "new regime" which seeks to blame the victim... their utter chutzpah in forming their OWN forum which is free from her abusive dictatorship?
(Sorry, folks. Evidently I don't know how to make the animation work when I copied them over here. I guess I'm not a "self-taught computer whiz" like Dr. Irene claims to be. If you have tips, they would be welcome. :)

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Hello and welcome back, dearest friends. The blog's been quiet lately. But things just keep getting weirder on the Dr Irene's Catbox show. It's not over, dear readers. Not at all. I have many topics to cover today, so I will separate them with my nifty new punctuation-mark divider. (You'll discover the meaning of these marks later in the post. :) )

Wait, it's almost Thanksgiving, so I'll begin with my traditional blog-opening Thanks: Thank you, Dr. Irene. Your Catbox taught me how to recognize verbal abuse - even when it's coming from you.

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Faux Advice

Where to begin, where to begin. Ah yes, let us begin with Prudence. Please don't come out and play anymore. The first admin of the New Regime, Prudence gives pseudo-psychiatric advice with all the warmth and understanding of a head of lettuce. Once you peel off her leaves, though, you discover her core is not about helping the members. Oh, no.

Anyway, dear readers, please be aware that PRU KNOWS SQUAT. She speaks authoritatively but she is not giving accurate or helpful information. Some of it is just plain dangerous. She's not interested in being supportive - she's more interested in making you find a way to blame yourself for your predicament. She is NOT an authority. Please, do not buy into her theories - it could be harmful. She sounds like she knows what she's talking about, but she really doesn't. Please be very careful. She is, as the filter says, full of asparagus.

But she is not the only one. The other admins, too, are giving poor advice. Most are not in a position to provide wisdom - hurriedly gathered from the ranks of "yes-folks" who were supporting Irene, they are not superior beings nor particularly evolved. And yet, in these control positions, they can appear to be speaking with authority and knowledge. They are not.

Much of the advice being given is wrong and even a cruel. Pseudo-professional voice(s) designed to lead (mindfvck) an abuse victim into believing an inappropriate version of "personal responsbility" - with no support being given to these victims, no real caring, no comfort of "Hey, I've been there, done that, I know how it feels and this is what helped ME" - no, it's preachy, lecture-y, cold and in many cases WRONG advice.

The emphasis on and the contorted version of the "personal responsibility" religion being taught by Irene and these minions is inappropriately applied in the case of abuse victims, especially those who are in the initial stages of seeking information, discovering the reality of their situation, trying to find out IF they are being abused, IF they are crazy, if it is THEIR fault. No, it is NOT your fault! Yet Irene/admins seem to be preaching that yes, it IS their fault, even if only for staying. Not a good way to empower those who have been suppressed into feeling better about themselves, standing up for themselves, finding ways to change their situation. This kind of preaching is more suppression.

It's also mixed in with some very inaccurate tidbits inferring that the abused are also abusers.

Along with some dangerously eager dabbling into psychological diagnostics... without even telling the victim they're doing so. One member was told (by Pru) to see a therapist, and to make sure to tell the therapist certain phrases. Unbeknownst to the member, these phrases were keywords, lingo that would lead the therapist to diagnose the victim/member as Borderline. This was done very covertly, so the victim/member could not be aware that that was Pru's intention. How extremely manipulative, unethical, wrong, wrong, wrong!!!

Pru has a skew to view members as Borderline. Her questions, her "advice" leads in that direction. Which also goes hand-in-hand with...

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The New Direction

The Catbox's "new philosophy" seems to view all the abused members as essentially flawed, perhaps disordered, mentally ill - something wrong with them. They must be disordered, or else why would they have been abused? would be one mind-set behind such a philosophy. But that viewpoint is WRONG. Anyone can be abused. Being a victim of abuse does not mean one is flawed, ill, disordered. But the "new philosophy" treats members/victims as inherently flawed. This goes along with Dr. Irene's statements during the meltdown, where she clearly revealed her condescending and demeaning beliefs about the abused. She is continually disprespectful toward them, minimizing their discomfort, using baby-talk and belittling them, telling them that "They don't know ________" because they are abused and can't tell the difference.

By the way, the "new Catbox" was supposed to be "kinder and gentler." Tell me where is this kindness, this gentleness? It's not evident anywhere. It doesn't exist. Now what it is, though, is utterly controlled. And that's what Dr. Irene wants, evidently.

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Conspiracy Theory

To bolster her position with Irene(?), or to make herself look as if she has secret knowledge(?), Dearest Prudence has spouted to Irene/the other admins with pearls of fake wisdom about the supposed "reasons" for the (nonexistent) "attacks" on the Catbox. However, her so-called "information" (that she made up in her own head) is all very, very incorrect.

In short: There's no coup, Pru. Nobody wanted to take over the Catbox. You're wrong in telling Irene and others that there is/was a coup. You made it up. It never existed. Nobody was/is trying to overthrow the Catbox, as you say they are. Nobody else (besides Irene) is trying to gain control of the Catbox. Nobody else wants it. You've been spreading huge misinformation. For what profit, Pru? Everybody was happily keeping to themselves UNTIL the Irene's Google Black & White/Bang Bang day of infamy. It was IRENE who started it, who perpetuated it, who exacerbated it, who still - and increasingly - seems to live in loonyland. Irene, please, get help.

Perhaps Pru created all these conspiracy theories in order to manipulate the admins/Irene into believing she is a Font of All Wisdom. What-evah.

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Blaming

Oh yes, in case I forgot to mention it - Dr. Irene continues to try to slander ex-admins by insinuating (or stating straight out) that they "hacked" into the system, created problems which caused certain protected forums to become visible, wreaked all sorts of havoc. ALL LIES. In fact, Dr. Irene and/or the new admins created all the site issues that she is blaming on the ex-admins. How low can you go, Irene? They couldn't even get INTO the system to do what you're blaming on them. Your lies only dig you deeper into the insanity.

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Rigid Topic Adherence

But I digress - back to the topic now. Which reminds me - Pru, why do you so despise any diversity of answers in your post? Why is nobody allowed to stray from your strict topic-rules within a thread? Why do you have such obsessive insistence that THE TOPIC MUST BE ADHERED TO AT EVERY MOMENT AND NO MEANDERING - NOT EVEN FOR A SECOND - IS PERMITTED!? WHY are you so controlling, hmmmmmm? You are behaving freakily. It's insane-looking control. No, you may NOT talk about that! You may NOT disagree with me! That's off-topic!

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Access to Download Their Own Words

To make herself appear gracious (oops, am I "defining" here?), Dr. Irene agreed to make an old backup copy of the site available for people to download their words that were deleted (by Irene/new admins) during the fracas.

However, she refused to permit access to anyone who had been "banned" or who signed their names to a list requesting access to their topics to be downloaded THEN deleted, or in support of those who wanted to do such. And, of course, these are many of the people who needed the access most.

Holding others' words hostage, Dr. Irene? Does it make you feel good to have that kind of control? Your claim that, without their words the threads wouldn't make sense, doesn't hold water. and is a foolish argument to try to preserve the integrity of the threads. The right to access their words supersedes any right you might have to "have things make sense." You're allegedly deleting the words, anyway, so what's it to you if they have them, or not? You're being cruel and sadistic, not allowing people to access their own words. And it is within their rights to access them, to edit or delete them at will. You are holding their intellectual property hostage. (No, your newly posted rule about "Once you give the Catbox your book, you can't ask for it back" is full of hot methane.) Remember, Irene, YOU were the one who denied them access in the first place, while you were on your "Bang-Bang" rampage. The ones who requested to be given access to their posts, YOU chose to ban/supress. They were only standing up for what was rightfully theirs.

Oh yes, and why can't they even find their posts that haven't been deleted? Because you and your new admins changed those members names to convenient 3-letter nonsensical abbreviations, which cannot be searched on. Even if a member did have search privileges, which you've denied to so many.

And because you deleted without allowing those who were "banned" access to their words first. Then you refuse to allow them access to their words, after you recovered the old backup copy. It's twisted.

Oh, but it gets better. So, the people who were allowed to have access were told (via a message hidden in a thread) that access to their wordswould end this weekend. Not told WHEN this weekend, some members questioned the Doc. Finally reacting to the questions, she reluctantly added a post that access would end at a specific time - 6pm Eastern Time on - forgive this writer's memory, but it was either Saturday November 22, or Sunday November 23. Now, that's a pretty precise time.

However, suddenly and without warning, even those who had access to the backup thread were restricted from it - Friday November 21. Dr Irene closed it off, well before the time she'd said it would be. An admin explained to a member that the first "batch" of people had (supposedly) had enough time to download, so their privileges had been ended. Nobody was told of being in "batches." Nobody was told of differing access times for different people. No, the access was summarily ended. My guess is because Dr. Irene enjoyed playing that head-game, telling people it would be available until a certain time, then suddenly axing them off from access prematurely, just for the fun of it. Ha-HAAAA, I'm still in control! You can have your words, but I decide when and where, and just when you think you're safe, I'll show YOU who's boss! (What I imagine went on in Irene's head about it.)

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Punctuation is the Enemy

Here's another fun bit of craziness: punctuation is a threat. Yes, folks, the admins now moderate and threaten/ban over punctuation. True story. One member was banned over a simple little dot. A period. She posted a period on a thread. Yes, it was an almost-silent protest - "If you don't have anything good to say, don't say anything at all." For posting the period, she was ordered by administration to explain the period. When she did not, the admin threatened to remove all her privileges if she did not respond by a certain time that day. She was told that ignoring an admin PM is against the rules. Posting a period is evidently against the rules, also. The member lost her "privileges." (Such "privileges" they are - the ability to post in a crazy dictatorship? Pshaw.)

Another member did not understand an admin's post in a thread. To express this, she quoted the part she did not understand, and typed a question mark. Now, I've seen this many times. A lot of people use a question mark to say, "I don't understand." Or "Huh?" But this, too, raised administrative ire. This member was interrogated harshly in admin PM's about the question mark. She was told it is not acceptable to quote an admin and place a question mark after it.

A member was told that admins were taking such measures because of the "attacks" on the Catbox. They had NO TOLERANCE for any kind of subversive acts. So members, beware your punctuation!

Yes, readers, you're right. This doesn't make sense. Such hooplah about a mere "." or "?" Warranted? Paranoia? Or excessive control-seeking?

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-this entry is finis, but the story continues to unfold-